Calm down J-girl

I baked a berry cheese cake yesterday. Few days ago, I bought dried fruit for baking. When I baked a cheese cake last time, it was tasty and had a good reputation though, so I decided to bake it again. I bought different cream cheese this time, of course, it became different taste. I can't say cheese cake, this cheese cake should be called cheese bread.
umm...I'm thinking whether I should continue mixi and Facebook or not. Actually, not only Facebook, even cell phone. Sometimes I feel we are controlled by electorics. I bought a new cell phone after I came back. Before I bought it, I felt unconfortable when I went out. On the other hand, I wasn't feel straitjacketed. I don't want to have a cell phone, but people can't make communication without cell phone nowadays. Sometimes cell phone and social networking sites drive me crazy.
Why I chose this topic? I'm a jealous girlfriend. Even though I'm enough old, I still feel jealous for something. We talked about my jealousy before, however, I still feel. I lived in Vancouver and experienced many things such as culture and people. Even though I learned, I need to study more. Yes, I'm Japanese. It takes time to be a person of great understanding.